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Broken

October 13, 2016 By admin Leave a Comment

Battered and bruised, torn and confused
My Heart split in two, because of you
Whatever happened, I’ll never know
I keep searching my mind, Heart, and soul
I miss you so much; I don’t understand why
All I do now is think and cry
I didn’t deserve what you did to me; I gave you my Heart wholeheartedly
But all you did was disrespect me, and left me feeling unworthy
You’re not worthy of my tears; you’re not worthy of my thoughts
But I can’t seem to erase them; I am so hurt and lost
As hard as I try, I seem to get nowhere
Locked up inside with you tormenting my mind
I will get over you, that I can guarantee
But it will take some time to delete you from my life….Carol Guajardo

Broken

September 24, 2016 By admin Leave a Comment

I never saw it coming; you played me so well. I thought that you loved me, but you put me through hell. You played your role well, but it was just a facade because behind the mask you wore wasn’t the man I loved. You deceived me in a way that cut straight through my soul, with my heart left to bleed now I am no longer whole. You took everything with you when you walked out the door leaving my Heart in pieces all over the floor. Shattered and torn is the way that you left me, but one thing I know for sure you will never forget me…..Carol Guajardo.

BROKEN TRUST

September 19, 2016 By admin Leave a Comment

I want to say you broke my trust – but we both know that doesn’t even come close to what you did… You completely shattered my trust! Not just in you but in everyone because I really believed you were different.And the worst part is you knew… you knew how afraid I was of people and of being hurt… And after all the time and effort you put into building my confidence and trust in you – you broke it in the worst possible way. Of all the people in the world to do that to, I’ll never understand why you did that to me – after everything I’ve been through in my life and how long it took me to let you in. I’ll never understand what it is about me that seems to make people think it’s okay to hurt me like this? Maybe because I’m so fiercely independent and I rarely let anybody in, people think I’m strong enough to take it… Maybe I am…. But that doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt…. and it doesn’t make it right. In my whole life I have never hurt anyone the way people have hurt me and then they have the audacity to wonder why I’m so closed off and untrusting. But it’s okay – I won’t hold it against you. All it’s done is show me you’re just like everyone else and in time I’ll forgive you like I forgave them…. But I never forget… and I never trust the same person twice……Ranata Suzuki

I GAVE UP ON YOU

September 9, 2016 By admin Leave a Comment

I didn’t choose to break up – that was your decision. And for the longest time I felt completely powerless because of it.Everything felt out of control…. I was out of control. I cried all the time, I either slept too much or not at all, I struggled to work and my relationships suffered because I didn’t want to see anybody anymore. The pain of everyday life became so overwhelming I just wanted to lock myself in a dark room and never come out. I hated that feeling of powerlessness … Knowing there was nothing I could say or do to make you change your mind. You were gone and you were never coming back… and worse still – I couldn’t even control my own emotions any more. It felt like everything was slipping away … like I was losing everything because I’d lost the one person in the world I’d loved the most.But then I realized I could change it all with the power of a single decision… A choice I had the power to make; that I alone was in complete control over….I could either give up on ME or give up on YOU.It really was that simple. Either give up on myself and let my whole life fall apart just because one person left it… or give up on you by realizing that if you didn’t care about me anymore – then you weren’t worth the love I was putting into you.But I WAS worth it. And that’s when I decided to give up on YOU …. and learn to love ME instead…….Ranata Suzuki

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