I loved you, you know… I really did. I loved you to a point where it completely blinded me… where all I could see, think and feel was you. I loved you with an intensity that defies description. I was inexplicably drawn to you, like a wave to the shore – yet I never questioned it… It felt completely natural, as if it was predestined by some celestial force beyond my understanding or control. It felt like my entire existence centered around you and was somehow always meant to. I was drawn to you – not in the way a person is drawn to somebody they admire – but with a deeper force, like a gravitational pull. Being in your presence was like staring into the sun; you overwhelmed me, you dazzled me…. you blinded me.
And I’ll never forget what it felt like to lose you; to be plunged into a cold, unending darkness without a flicker of hope you would ever come back. It felt like the end of the world…. Like watching the sun set into the distance… knowing it would never rise again….Ranata Suzuki